Hey all,
The last post was about my new year and I thought I should do a follow up post. Each year I focus on something new and positive that will enhance my good luck and also happy emotions. This year I have made the promise to myself and mother earth that I would be more active within my faith. Now I was growing up and throughout my life I have been but I lost that after a key event happened in my life. Bear in mind that this event also connected to why I became a pagan. Now I never lost my faith but I did lose my connection to it a bit. Not because of anything or anyone as such but because I lost myself throughout that event and it has taken me a long time to be in this place where I can be me again. I am happy and my life is positive. Now you can't always live in a positive happy bubble but you can try. I have started my new book of shadows. My old one was connected to my life before and to whom was connected to the big event. Now I still have my old book of shadows but I try not to look into it or even touch it. Seems weird but Its surrounded by negative energy that I dont want to be in my life. So I have started my new book of shadows and while doing my first couple of pages I realised how much of me was missing until this point. Bear in mind that I grew up within a household of otherworld faith, my nan a Catholic and my mother a pagan. Now I went to sunday school and church to try and understand my nans faith, but I had always connected to the pagn faith more. Theres something there that pulls me towards it and the fact that I can sit in the middle of nature and feel completely at home. I believe thats why I am so good at nature photography because I feel and connect to nature more than others. Its a big part of my upbringing and how I see the world. I am happy being me, a pagan. I am not scared for it to be known. What people think is either positive or negative and to be honest its either formed by hate or the truth. I dont care. Same as any faith theres always others that are judging. I believe all faiths are connected they all have parts of each others faith so why cant they be connected? Anyway I went of on a rant again :O I am going to try and live my life positive and keep negative shit out. Now thats going to be hard but the past week I have been doing that and I am already starting to feel better within myself. The power of being positive you should all try it :D MissDoomie Comments are closed.
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