Now for many people going to another place you havent been before may or may not be the worse nightmare on the world. Well its worse for me. I panic even when I dont need to, I worry myself sick until the whole event if over and even then I can't sleep up to or after the event for up to three nights before and after. Its a horrid thing to be inside my head seriously I worry about everything and anything. Now for my work I had to go to blackburn to cover a store there as they had no manager to open and close the store. Me only just passing my shit and just being a baby at all things opening and closing shop on my bill was then told 'HEY you have to go cover a shop in a place you dont know for a whole day and you have to get the train there and back'. It didnt go on those lands but you got the feel of what was asked of me. Now I dont mind going to cover other stores local to me but this place was an hour and half away from my hometown and even then I had to get two trains to get there. Waking up at 5 in the morning to get ready and getting the train and 7.20am. Then making sure you dont miss your second train or your stop to be more frank. And then trying not to get lost going to said store. Then its the routine of getting the store open and working out how this store does things. Its amazing that I got there and did this. It wasnt as bad as I thought it would be but I still didnt like it. I worried myself too much to enjoy it as much as I would. The sales assistants where amazing that day and helped me out alot with the store and where they kept most things and the day it self went really well. My worse nightmare was the fact that my FIRST train was late which meant I only had minutes to run to the right platform to get my second train. Lets just say I ran like no other to that train and got there when it was just pulling in. I died on that train home. My boyfriend thought it was funny as hell, my nan worried until I called her saying im home and safe and then that night I died. I went to the couch in the front room and ignored everything and anyone that needed me and became a zombie for the rest of that night. Future me: Make sure you take energy drinks with you and prep more. Also make a better pack lunch that one sucked, :') MissDoomie Hey all,
so I've been really quite lately well since may. I didn't think it was that long since I did a post on here but when I was checking my last post it said may. OMG! How could I not be blogging for that long? well to be honest I have actaully been really busy the last couple of months. Things have changed and I have been putting this on the back burner. Now I know my blog has been always about me, my life and my hobbies I love doing. Well it will still be about all those things and more I want it to be My online story. I know I shouldn't really get personal online as its there forever but in the age we live in its not like i can hide anything anyway??? Joking... I will be hopefully blogging more because I have more to talk about. The joys of being my age is that sometimes life is boring and then it picks up and everything is yay until it goes down again. I am not like normal people in my age group so I wont be speaking for everyone when I say stuff like this but I know I'm not the only one that feels that way. Some updates for you. Now I wont be doing the scrawlrbox posts for the time being because I have cancelled my subscription to them. Now its not because I dont like them its because my money at the moment needs to go on other things and I need time to play with what I got in the last couple of months boxes which I still havent had the chance to do. Also the art and parcel art box ended a couple of months ago because they have stopped doing the monthly boxes. Which is a shame because it was a great box and introduced loads of difference styles of art to people like me that just like one thing or two things. Now we have to say good buy to art and parcel but hopefully there will be others like it in the future. Now if you remember I did a post about jobs. I did that because there are so many rules you get banged with when apply for jobs. You need experience you need references, you need someone to get you the job in most cases. Now I have spent the last two years from finishing my uni course looking for jobs. I was very lucky that in June this year I got my job and its a great job. That is why I have been so busy the last couple of months because my free time is just filled up with cleaning, washing clothes and seeing family and friends. I haven't really been able to do much because I have also been worrying about money. Now I know I now have a job and thats the best thing ever but I now have to work out what I can and can not spend and the income at the moment isnt the best. Its going straight on bills and food. That should change now I have finished my training on one part of my job role. I should be getting more hours and thats all I want to be honest I want more hours and I love working. My friends say that will change when I get more hours but I am that kind of person that in school I would do extra stuff because I enjoyed the work load. I enjoy working and I enjoy doing stuff within my time. I hate sitting down and doing fuck all. I spent two years doing that mostly and its the worse thing ever. Anyway before I start ranting about things I want to say I am back, I will be doing more posts in the future and I will be more happy and less blah. My life is looking up and it just proves that hard work does actaully work for people who never give up. I must say I was nearly giving up because things got brighter and I only say try try and never give up no matter what. Speak to you all later :) MissDoomie XXXXX |
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