Merry meet, Todays question is - do you have/how did you find a matron/patron? For me this means did I have a teacher for my crafts someone who brought me into my world and onto my path. For that yes and no. I was brought on my path by my mother the first time. She taught me what she thought was needed but not the whole aspect. She put my foot in the door if you will and I did learn a lot from her but I never really understood it until I did my own research. As many of you may know I lost my path in 2012 when I was attacked by my mother. I lost faith more than anything so when I got help back in 2017 I reconnected with my path. I have learned more about myself as a person since then than I have in my whole life following the path. I personally believe that because I reconnected to my path on my own I understand it better and I have a new found respect for everyone on this path. Where as the first time it was wishes of my mother not of myself. If you understand what I mean thats great, if not ill try to explain. When I was younger I was put on this path because my mother willed it. She taught me what she believed I should know and didn't give any context on why. When I joined the path on my own I learned more about the path I was on because I had context. I understood what it was meant to be on this path. I will always be thankful of what my mother taught me but I do believe I learned more on my own than what I learn from her. This isn't always the case when you have a teacher in the craft but I don't think my mother was a good teacher in that front because she wasn't always there in spirit if you understand. She dealt with a lot of personal demons and thats what took her over in the end. Or thats the nicest way of seeing it anyway. Overall I don't think you need a teacher for going on this path but if you have one use them. They will be there to help you understand aspects that you don't yet. I hope you enjoyed todays post and I will see you next week with another. Blessed be x MissDoomie x Comments are closed.
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