It's the start of a new year and I am already thinking about the end of this year...
Not because of anything bad but because I love christmas. The time of joy and spending time with family always makes me happy. Even if my family is small its what makes my family great. But anyway I am hoping this year will be my lucky year. The year I can get a job, earn money which is well needed and start my life on track. Now you may be wondering how old are you if you need your life on track? well! I am in my early twenties and I was lucky to be able to move out with my partner of 8 years. I am blessed in that way. I met my soul mate at a young age and hes been through everything with me the good, bad and nightmare fuel! nope no ugly just nightmare fuel... :') Now I would like to say that I wont be living in the past this year but anyone that knows me, knows thats hard for me not to do. Too much stuff happened that has influenced my choices for the future. Which is strange but I have my own demons I need to slay before I can get to that place of true heaven.. If that even exists! Yes I would love to live in a fairy tale when the evil has been destoryed and you can live happily ever after but this is real life and to be honest I dont think many people today gets that happy ending. Or you have to work your damn ass off to get it. Which I dont mind doing but sometimes it just makes me want to be that sleeping beauty to be able to go to sleep and get woken up by my love when everything is happy and rainbows and fairy dust all over the place... Sorry I let my mind wonder then. Anyway this was my first post on my new blog. I hope if you stubble on this you find this funny or honest or whatever I am no mind reader. Anyway I will see you in the next post. MissDoomie :) Comments are closed.
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