Merry meet everyone,
So today is going to be a rant like post. I am conflicted as of late. I learned that one of my good friends has dealt with something horrid and that I know the person who caused this horrid series of events. I wont mention what these events are because its personal to this good friend of mine but it puts me in a place where conflict lives. What these series of horrid events do is make my blood boil. Now I knew some sort of thing was happening but not to the context of what I was told this week. I, my heart is saying to stay away from the person who caused this confliction, the series of events they put on my good friend. My head is saying I can't do that because of other factors that I can't mention here. So this is why I am conflicted. I want to punch this person really hard in the face and than tell them to go do one. But I have to look at the bigger picture. In all the years I have known this person I wouldn't of thought they would of done what they tried to do and for that I am conflicted. I am a person who wears their heart on show. I am a very caring person and I will always be there for my friends but when one does something to another and I don't know what to do its hard. My heart and my brain are fighting with each other and I dont know what to do. I dont want to do something I will regret later but at the same time I need to be able to live with myself. I don't think I will ever really be able to be right ok with this person not knowing what they have done. Anyway I hope you guys are having a better week than me haha. I will see you in the next post. Blessed be x MissDoomie x Comments are closed.
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